Sales and more Sales!

Hey guys, it's been a while since i made a post!
I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and strive to have a better New Year :)

Anywho i'm kinda abit upset because i missed out of most of the sales this boxing day. But then i did get a few bits and peices online. I did however go out to my favourite stores H&M, Topshop etc.. But they were so packed and i hate it when there are massive sales like this.

1) My eyes can't take it lol. There's so many clothes to look at!
2) Its sooo disorganized.! I went into a store and half of the clothes were on the floor.
3) Because i'm too late i can never find my size! I'm a size 8 or 10 depends on the store in tops and i'm a size 12 in Jeans. Next time i think i'm going to try to get out early or wake up an hour early for the online sale instead!

I bought a few things only 4 from ASOS.
And i also bought a pair of shoes from ALDO for my mum. I only ordered it today so it should come soon.  I was quite surprised that there was free delivery for orders over £30 so that made me happy.

My mum really didn't want me to buy her these shoes. They're a pair of black high heel ankle boots and oh my i would love to wear them for myself. They were £110 but i got it on sale for £52 and a couple of pence. I really really had to convince her that the price doesn't matter but its the quality. I just really want to give her something nice. This year hasnt't been the best for us but we're getting through it. Thank God.

Anyway for anyone who does actually read this lol. Check out my youtube channel as i'm going to be posting an OOTD tomorrow (Outfit of the day). I really do love fashion but i've been abit lazy to film so hopefully tomorrow will be a good one!


Okay so i didn't get to do an OOTD as i can't find my rechargeable batteries so no filming :( Once i find it then hopefully i can film. Still have a look at my channel :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_eTU8Qfels&list=PLEE58C0DC191CC096&index=1&feature=plpp_video


Talk to you guys hopefully soon
Lots of Love

Santana xoxox

This week OMG!!

Hey you guys, so once again this will be a short post.

I know alot of stuff has been going down this week. People getting arrested for verbal racial abuse, Strikes and all sorts of crazyness. I'm not gonna mention my views on the topic as so many people have done it already, mainly for views on youtube and for people to subscribe which is kinda sad if you ask me. But maybe they just want to view there points? you guys already know what i'm talking about...

So Anyway i got a tripod yesterday and i kinda got lost when i was buying it because i thought i went on the wrong bus but it was cool :D

I can now finally take some better videos on stuff that i care about and want to view my opinion on.
I'm thinking about doing a rant or something or a "things i dislike video on youtube"
Or maybe an advice thing, i'm not a fashion person and i don't wear makeup soooo... Those 2 ideas are pointless!
I dunno what do you think?

Lastly i finally got a reply back from Big brother 2012 and they told me to send in a video as to why i should go on the show. I feel like kinda nervous, as i don't know what to say. Be myself really. If i do get through would i really be picked? Would i be exposed. All these things. I don't wanna go on there to win money as money isn't an issue for me. I'm not sure i'll have to sleep on it.

Oh i know i said lastly in the paragraph above but i got one LAST thing to add.

YOLO: Oh my days this saying is being said everywhere i go. I mean come on? everyone knows "you only live once" so why now is everyone saying it. If your one of these people then stop the foolishness. But seriously Drake says one simple word and the whole of the nation or most of it uses it.
I've heard this in the past day or so:
"i'll see you tomorrow YOLO"
"Oh my gosh that top is so YOLO"
"I love you too YOLO"
Some of those don't even make sense. I've never used this "YOLO" word before and i doubt i will, it's stupid and it's common sense. You only live once anyway. Duhhh.

Later
Santana xox

Fukusi bon ni kaerazu

Okay so this is gonna be short post only because i am really shocked and i need to sleep so i'm not gonna rant for long.

SO i know big brother has finished now, it's been about well 4 or 5 days? i'm shocked to see that Aaron won big brother, i mean come on!! he hardly entertained us now did he? I mean, sure he did make me laugh a few times but overall he complained too much and suspected that majority of the housemates were "playing a game" and "acting up for the cameras and public" He claimed once that he wasn't playing a game but being himself. SERIOUSLY? that man is just *sigh* he's so calculating and deceiving he's always wanted to go on big brother and watched it for 10 years as he stated. He knew exactly what to say to people as he's seen it all before.

Congrats to him, at least he's 50,000+ £990 richer. For me i would have liked to see Alex win, i mean when she first came in i thought to myself "Oh God here we go again, another weirdo" but she was really kind, understanding to other housemates, passionate, and really funny. Her relationship with Harry was just nice, brother and sister almost.

Ahh well it's a reality tv show and there's always a fix in things like these. (X- factor, Strictly come dancing, Big brother etc) What do you expect eh?

Although i've always wanted to go on big brother, hmm i might see if i can apply for it. Watch this space...

Here's a Japanese saying:
Nou aru taka wa tsume wo kakusu

Enjoy Santana xoxox

Oh dear: Milk you tasteless yet refreshing thing

Yep you guess it. Milk.
I remember when i was younger i think about 6 or 7 and i was in primary school and we all used to sit down in the middle of the classroom on the carpet (where were the chairs? lol) and await happily for lunch time. This was one of the best things i loved about school. We used to get milk delivered to us and drink away happily.

You might be wondering where i'm going with all this but it's coming. I still remember this as if it was yesterday but when i started drinking the milk from the small carton i had a strange felling but because i was little i didn't think anything of it. As the weeks went by something started to change and i realised i was starting to stutter. I would sometimes not even be able to speak and it was all because of the milk. Don't get me wrong, milk is lovely. But when i was a child i was if you say, allergic to it. I tried everything, well everything i could remember but it was no use. The doctor didn't know what had happened and back then in the 90's technology wasn't yet so advanced as now.

I had to stop drinking milk for a long long long time. For about 2 or more months i did not have milk at all. Seriously. I saw a dramatic change in my speech and i was able to speak properly, no longer was i strugling to get my words in or be embarrased when i talk. This post was a random one something which i forgot ages ago but recently remembered when i went to drink milk. you'd be glad to know that i'm not lactose and tollerant. I do feel for people who are as they can't taste milk, ice- cream etc... I'm happy that i can drink milk and any dairy products now, but it was scary when i was child. Imagine one day drinking or eating your favourite thing. Then that 'product' has nearly paralysed you or even worse made you speechless. I just thank God.

To end things on a lighter note, here's a video that made me laugh so much. Nicki Minaj was so respectful.
http://youtu.be/f9573kGBtuE

Enjoy
Santana xox

Ok sooo i haven't wrote in a while

Hey you guys, sorry i haven't wrote in a while, i've been really busy starting university and the work and the pressure can be abit much but i'm kinda learning to handle it :)

Canon SX130 Powershot digital Camera 

Anyway this post will be about my new camera. Yay!! So. I got this camera the other day, well about a week now and it's called the Canon SX130IS Powershot digital camera. I love this camera sooo much. I got from Argos at about £99.00 which was uber cheap as they are ususally about £129-£179 on Amazon. I was dead excited to get it and since then i've just been playing around with it really. I've been taking loads of pictures and i have managed to post a video up on youtube talking about a review on a hair product. If you guys wanna see the video and tell me what you think, either on commenting on this post or on my youtube vid then i'll put a link at the end *excited*.

Back to the camera, so far i really love the camera. I have to admit it kinda is abit slippery for me to hold as i've dropped it twice now but still it looks good! The pictures are definitely amazing. The camera is worth the money. With my youtube video i used the Canon SX130 so it does do justice. On the other hand i know that camera's do have their faults and one for this would be that it sometimes gets blurry which i hate but maybe i need a tripod or something. Overall out of 10 i would give the Camera 8. It's still pretty high. This camera is so good for beginners like myself or for anyone who's had some experience before and would just like a cheap camera. It's quality is good and i love Canon for that. I still need to get some accessories for it, a neck strap and a tripod i'll probably get something in tesco or in Amazon.

 Here's a look at a picture my Canon took. I love it, i know it's only a low shot but as they say ' A picture is worth a thousand words'

Heres a link if you guys wanna see my video skills in action. Comment, like, subscribe.

Video skills

Later guys. Santana xoxo

Beyonce Is Pregnant

Well well well. Who'd have thought it the destiny child star and solo artist in her own right is now pregnant. Nobody saw this coming i mean really no one well apart from Jay-Z and hopefully her mum and dad but apart from that it was truly a shock. As she stepped onto the stage she was dressed in a sparkly purple blazer that hid her baby bump really well. She sang amazingly on stage however nearing the end she shocked viewers by throwing down the mic on the MTV Music Video Awards and opening her blazer to reveal her baby bump. Everyone was in awe. The camera's moved from Beyonce to Jay-Z as his best friend Kanye West congratulated him and was so full of Joy.

I personally feel very happy for Beyonce, she has the husband, she's gorgeous she has her newly debut Album 4. To top it off she's now pregnant. I've never met her before but i can tell that she's a humble person who deserves the best that life has to give her. I hope that she gives God thanks for all of her success.

Santana xox

Forever 21- Oxford Street UK

SO...
Forever 21 Finally comes to London. Yaaaayy!! But wait i know what your thinking. Is the clothes cheap? Do they look good? What styles do they do? Have i been there?
To answer your questions yes i have been there. I went there in the first week of their opening as they opened 27th July i think.. I went with my mum.

First Impressions:
When i first entered the store i thought wow it looks amazing, there's about 3 floors and they all have a very diverse sense of style. Unfortunately i was very disappointed with the store. As i looked around the store appeared to be very messy. Due to the diverse styles prepy, rock, girly etc.. There was alot of help and loads of staff on hand all smiling and greeting customers around the store. It was very fast paced aswelll and there was hardly any space near the escalators to walk. I think that because it was still in the week of opening everyone was just very excited to be there. Me. Well... Not to so much. I only liked a few places in Forever 21, this consisted of the girly section on the bottom floor. This revolved around the Jeans and the lace and really pretty outfits in Forever 21. I also liked the section that involved the accessories. They were in fact amazing and again diverse. However the rings were very small and were all stored in one small place with most girls blocking the other sections.

The prices:
Well the prices which i checked out in my favourite sections ranged from £10- £24.75. To me i thought they were very expense as i could easily get a cheaper yet similar top from H&M for less than the asking price in Forever 21. On the otherhand i did agree with their Jeans as the price seemed reasonable with skinny Jeans from £19.75. I didn't buy one as they didn't have my size (12) they only did there're sizes in e.g 28, 30..

I decided to buy something but then again it was quite difficult finding things i liked in a hectic setting. I managed to find a top and i also bought some earring's which looked great.

I then went to Forever 21 two weeks later with my friend. Having been there before i wasn't really looking forward to it as i was disappointed with my last visit. However i was really impressed by this visit as the store had removed some of it's clutter and was less messy. I was able to see far more things which i liked on not only the First floor but also on the Second floor. There was less staff on hand and this seemed better for the store but i was still able to find one on any floor. I wasn't planning on buying anything but then i stumbled across some lovely earrings and a necklace. In total I paid £4.80, It was surprisingly cheap and it made me reconsider my previous thoughts on Forever 21.

Anyway If you found my comments about Forever 21 useful or have something to say about the store then comment or reply.
Thanks for reading
Santana

Topic: Friends with benefits My opinion

So, i haven't really been on here for a while now, it's kinda bad.. Since June i think so about 2 months although it feels like forever. But i'm back now.

Discussion:
So a friend of mine was debating with me about "friends with benefits" They were saying that it's better for people to be FWB (friends with benefits) than an actual relationship. I found this shocking. I mean seriously? How could anyone say that! he then asked me my opinion and i replied simply with that's ridiculous. Being in a FWB requires you to turn off your emotions i know for a fact (researching alot) that most women do not turn off there emotions and so become emotional attached, by doing so they risk the fear of getting hurt and the other recipient isn't looking for a "relationship".

Some women feel that men are much more suited for this FWB attitude as they can turn their emotions off and then not be involved emotionally. But i feel that maybe just maybe some men actually have feelings for the other person but again can't do anything about it so they suck it up. Be a man. And continue with this limitless commitment.

I dunno I guess I'm abit iffy (unsure) when it comes to friends with benefits. I myself would love to be in a committed relationship, i don't get a FWB. I don't get how two people are willing to be in some sort of agreement just for sex and nothing else. Are people that sad that they can't face reality and be an adult and responsible.

Is anyone in a FWB? if so tell me about your experiences? how did you feel about it?
Do you agree or disagree?

Make up and Drake

Make-up and Drake. Two words which should not be used in a sentence yet i somehow managed it...
Ahh i haven't posted a new post in some time. I've been abit busy but i'm back now *smiles* Anyway back to the topic: Make-up
So here's a little secret, shhh don't tell anyone. I don't wear make up. I've never been to a party either. But we'll save that for a different post *laughs* I dont even know what conseller, blusher, foundation, bronzer and all the other make up things are. Well not until today anyway.
I saw a little video on Youtube and it was demonstrating make up on "African American make-up skin". I was so impressed on how the make up designer named Amanda Backensto applied the make-up onto the model she was amazing. After i watched a few of the videos it got me abit obsessed with make-up. I mean wow who knew there could be so many types and so many applications its like crazy but in a good way. I decided to take a look at a make-up set, but as i don't know which foundation would suit me i chose to buy a tester "Foundation tester for skin tones medium to dark". Overall i feel that my knowledge of make-up now is quite good. I know how to apply them and i know which ones to buy. Damn i'm so excited.

His Song Marvin's room is quite good, although its caused a stir in the music industry among fans. The artist known as 'Jojo' has made a response well a girls version of Drakes song. I feel that it was a bold move i mean the song has hardly been out for 3 weeks yet its so well known by many. She sung the song brilliantly and i can't stop listening to her version. With that being said its 3 minutes shorter than Drakes whom is 6 minutes longer due to his beautiful piano verse at the end. I don't particularly like the phone call within Drake's song but I'm getting used to it though... I love Drake i mean i really do. And his songs just have so much depth and so much thought into it. I dunno he's just deep *sigh*. Here's a video someone made on Vimeo of this song, to be honest i think they did a pretty good job as i've seen other remakes but they do not match up to this.
Anyway i hope you guys enjoy the video.
Love Santana xoxox

Drake - "Marvin's Room" Unofficial Video from @IVAN_TPK on Vimeo.

The word bullshit, Failed Love with possible realisation and Conclusion

Bullshit. I hate people's bullshit. I hate people who lie to me or just lie in general. I'm so sick and tired of people being rude and just having no respect for anyones feelings, not caring if the other person gets hurt. Only out for themselves. This particular one goes to my friend or should i say associate we'll call her "X". "X" is SO rude to people and is so heartless at times and can be such a user. When X tells me stuff i don't stand for it, as "X" is so irrevlant to my life. I got better things to do than listen to bullshit. I really have been using the word alot recently, i dunno know why. I think that I'm slightly angry or aggravated over something but i can't really place my finger on it...
I'll come back to it if i ever find out.

Failed love with the possible realisation.You know something i was staring out of the window on the bus coming from college and it suddenly dawned upon me. I finally realised that I have been selfish. i really have. This whole break up thing with my ex boyfriend. He broke my heart and ripped it out. But I never really stopped to think how he must be feeling. He must have been feeling pretty lousy and pretty ashamed of what he did to me. Yet he's hurting aswell. I'm not the only one. He may have ripped out my heart but i caused his heart to hurt aswell. He's hurting just as much as me. And at the moment when i was sat down on the bus looking out of the window looking into the trees i really realised. My eyes were open. I believe that we should all forgive and forget. I'm trying to not hold a grudge and forgive. The more time passes the more i feel that i can move on. Today was just a good realisation for me. Overall i guess i really did need it. Thank God

Conclusion. I've come to the conclusion that i miss my friend. I really miss him. I miss his touch, his smile, his neck kisses. I loved him and cared for him alot, i kinda do at the moment but he's moved on so i don't really bother. I moved on aswell but I still think about him almost everyday now... I know what your thinking, "if i cared so much about him then I would try" and yes your right i would try. But still i don't want to be a burden or annoying. Besides what would i say to him? after all this time of us not talking for me to pop up outta the blue is kinda strange. I dunno I guess I got to figure it out in my own way or something. *sigh*

Anyway here's the video for today, just today i realised how much i really love the song. The video is HOT. Kelly did her Thang. Enjoy peeps

Santana xox

Love, wedding dresses and non existance

Ahh so its been about nearly a month since I've last posted something on here. I'm slacking. I apologise i'm sorry. Anyway this post is about Love, wedding dresses and non existence. The reason why i titled this is because i have three things to talk about within this post which may take some time in explaining.

The picture shown above is basically like my dream wedding. I'm actually being serious on this one. It was only today that i realised that i would love a wedding on the beach, i mean just look at it. The waves sounding and crashing upon the shore. The nice hot beach between your toes and the sunset within the horizon i mean that sounds so beautiful. But i don't have a boyfriend so i can't really think about that at the moment. But a girl can dream eh?

Reffering to my topic of wedding dresses, as i saw the picture of the beach wedding i got so happy and excited about wedding dresses and i started looking for some in particular for beach wear. They looked so lovely and they were on sale aswell *jumps excitedly* but again i don't have a boyfriend. This is such an occurring problem *laughs*.

As i was getting ready to sleep i started to think about my recent boyfriend and how we were once so in love. We were so much in love that we were planning for our honeymoon and he even gave me a ring which i loved so very much. It had only been about 3 months but i did love every single bit of it. I remember he once came to my house and we danced to my favourite song which always makes me cry and he held me. Eventhough we don't talk now due to silly reasons i won't forget him. He taught me to love like you have nothing left to lose. And to be patient which was a good thing. He was funny, charming and kind a real gentleman. I had him and he had me and that was all that mattered and at that moment in time when we were together i never felt so loved in my entire life.

Non-existence- I feel that love may not exist, i know yes i'm only 18 years old but still. I have loved 3 people in my life time. Two of which i knew loved me and the other not so much, but i still loved him regardless of everything and everyone. I know it is bad for me to say but my mind is starting to sway on that thought of love not really existing. "Love exists in God, as God is Love." But apart from that i don't feel that love can truly co-inhibit between two people. Not really. Call me narrow minded or naive but it's just my opinion. I could talk about this subject for a good while but i think i'll stop there until a next time.

Heres a video which explains my feelings and i just overall love this tearful song. Hope you enjoy

Santana xox

Holiday and Doc Martens

I'm on holiday at the moment Easter to be precise. And you know what i have not done one single thing I have been so damn lazy its unreal. I feel that I'm kinda wasting my own time, but on the other hand I feel that I dont have any time to waste So its kinda alright. I need some motivation to help me get through the day.

I also wanna get some Doc martens. I love those shoes SO much its unreal.

Heres a pic of Amber Rose showing off those Doc Martens. I want to buy them SO badly but they are soo expensive. I have to decide which is the right one for me and in these weather conditions...

Video of the day

Here's this video which i stumbled upon recently (today) Its by Chris Brown and Big Sean. Big Sean is a good artist. He's sooo good looking its amazing, and i loved this song he did. This video reminds me of the Bow wow feat Chris Brown 'Aint think bout you'. And also Chris Brown's she ain't you. Anyway both these song are great but here's Big Sean feat Chris Brown my last..

Santana xox

Following on my last post of Drake he collaborated on a song with Rick Ross. Its called Made Men. I have to say the song is very good. It sounds abit like BMF well the beat does. But apart from that Rick Ross did his thing and Drake delivered his verses well like he always does. The video came out a few days ago on worldstarhiphop. If you guys like Drake and also Rick Ross then you'll love this. Its following Drake's mixtape 'Be back soon'. This single is also on Rick Ross's Album 'God forgives, i don't'.

Check it out...

Drake

Currently i'm listening to Drake. He's the best rapper that i actually know. In my opinion he's better than Wiz Khalifa, and dare i say it... I shall. Kanye West.

Drake is so intelligent and when he raps it shows within his verses. He may use Auto tune in some of his songs and i do admit his mixtape So far gone was the best mixtape of 2009 with over 500,000 sales which in my opion is pretty good for someone who didnt even have a studio album out yet. Dubbed 'Mtv's hottest Album of the year'. I personally love this mixtape. It really opened my eyes to his music and what's he all about. Songs to listen which is my favourite are:

• November 18th
• Lust For Life
• A Night Off (feat Llyod)
• Successful
• Sooner Than Later

His breakthrough studio album "Thank me later" is very very different from most artists out there. Time ranked his album number five on their list of 2010's top 10 Albums. Drake has done critically well for himself. Not only can he sing, rap he can also act, as his first début was in the show Degrassi. I could literately go on and go talking about Drake and how much i really do love his music but i don't want to bore you guys. Anyway here's my favourite songs to listen to from his latest Album:

• Show Me A Good Time
• Fancy
• Find Your Love
• Shut It Down
• Up All Night

Video of the day Drake Find your love, Hope you guys like it

Santana xoxo

Beyonce - Irreplaceable Mp3 Download Free

Currently listening to Beyonce- irreplaceable. For those who feel that i can do nothing without them, they are wrong as they are not irreplaceable.

Beyonce - Irreplaceable Mp3 Download Free

That thing

Today has been soo hot its been ridiculous.
I hate the summer, i really do. only because i dont like the sun, its not that i'm a vampire or anything because i'm not. Its just that i like the rain. People don't understand why i dislike the sun. With the rain it's just soo beautiful. Standing in there outside and letting it wash away all the worries of tomorrow. All the worries of today. It#s amazing. I love crying in the rain because no one can see me crying all they can see is the rain drops splatter on my face. Its just wow... i love it.

Video of the day
I just only seen the video today its good, Keri did her thing and Chris brown was amazing, if only they were a couple they would make nice children. Anyway here's the video hope you like it

Santana xox

Amber Rose thing

Amber Rose is hot!
I don't care what anyone says but she's quite something
I need to get a body like hers...

Missing.

I don't know how i feel today. I feel kind of unsure, confused yet calm all at the same time.
Is that even possible? hmmm.

I wrote a short story/poem but more of a poem which will be published on the site called "Daily love" on 3rd of May 2011 i think. I got the email confirmation the other day. I'm really excited. I already have a poem published on the site its called "on the net". I feel writing poems or stories are just so comforting, alike playing the piano/keyboard. Its something which just flows and should happen.

Video of day or should i say song of the day.
The song was featured on the hit show "Pretty little liars". It showed the scene with Aria and Ezra a teacher and a pupil. There love is really strong. She gets out and its pouring down with rain. He drives by and sees her. He stops and she debates on whether to get in. Few moments later she does and then they start to kiss and the music is just LUSH.
I love this type of romantic love. I want this someday...
The video is being gay so i only have the sound track -_-

Hope you enjoy it anyway

Santana xox

The untitled.

A pic of me, my cousin Reece was saying that i look exposed and that he doesn't approve. Hahaha he's acting like my brother and dad but its nice that he's concerned. Silly Reece

That is all.

Anything

Sunday:
I'm reading this really cool book called "Teach me" by R.A Nelson. He's a great writer and so far in the book i really enjoy it. It's about a teacher and a student she falls for him and i can actually see why. I love the way Nelson describes Mr Mann who is the teacher. This book is so elegantly written its quite peculiar and different. But i like different.
Anyway i won't give too much away but here's the link for anyone who wants to buy it or even read a small section from the book
http://www.amazon.co.uk/gp/product/1595140859/ref=oss_product

I really love the song by Alicia Keys "Unthinkable". Its so beautiful and it can mean so many different things. I'm particularly interested in different covers as i want to upload a video of myself singing but for now i have to wait to buy a proper webcam and maybe train my voice.
Heres the video of the day Alicia Keys- Unthinkable by Chelsea G.
Hope you guys like it.

Skepta's Video

Oh my goodness i JUST watched the video for Skepta "All over the house"
All i can say is that it's....

It's PORN!!
Not Softcore, but Hardcore Porn

I love the song, it's quite good, i might download it in a sec :D

Everything is showing its ridiculous
But all i can say is

Damn!!!!

I can't talk no more so here's the link

Enjoy peeps

Santana xoxo

I actually forgot what i was ment to write on here

fudge.

Today was an alright day for me, although i wasnt that happy. Anyway moving slightly to a different topic.

Video of the day.

This is the video for an up and coming singer called Marsha Ambrosius. This song is called Far Away I hope you guys enjoy it

Santana xoxo

College life

Currently i am sitting down in a classroom with my friend Karolina. Our teacher left our class to go and assit another one.


How rude

I'm so TIRED its unreal... I wanna go home but i can't as i dont finish college until later on
FML.
Another post shall be updated soon.
Santana xoxox