The Merry-go-round

So i was just watching some Youtube videos and i saw a merry go round and it made me pretty sad. I'm honestly afraid of merry go rounds. I'm not sure what it is, but i think the moving of the animals or horses or whatever, mixed with the spinning motion is abit too scary. The music is nice, but i always feel sad when i see children riding it, because it reminds me how scary it seems. Maybe its because of clowns. I don't like clowns. They are honestly SO Frightening. I saw one at my local train station, not just one but five clowns and they were all walking towards me to get to the platform to the train and i wanted to burst out crying but had to hold my act together because i was in public lol
So yeah it might be related somehow i dunno..

Anyway, am i the only one with this fear? Fear of merry go rounds that is.

I'm afraid of roller coasters but this is on a different level of scary..

I would insert a picture, but even seeing it scares me.. so instead i'll put

*Inserts merry go round picture*

Night everyone!

Santana.

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Youtube and Fifty shades of Grey mix

Hey you guys, so i haven't done a post in over a month now. I've had numerous amounts of exams at my university and i got the results yesterday...
I PASSED! YAY! i passed all 3 main units with 2-3 exams in each. So i'm very happy about that. Thank God.
However i do have a few more exams to complete but thought to blog about this since i've been absent on here.

In other news, i've managed to post a video on my youtube channel a "Whats in my bag tag" So i hope you guys check that out. I'll hopefully be doing an Outfit of the day or something fashion related soon. I just enjoy posting videos which is fun. Watch this space!

I've also been reading this book called "Fifty shades of grey" by E.L James. The blurb instantly drew my attention as it seemed mysterious and i love romance books. However i was suprised when it turned out differently. I haven't finished reading the book yet, but when i do i'll give my verdict.

I hope you guys are all well.
Take Care
Santana xoxo

Link for my "Whats in my bag tag". Subcribe, comment and like
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECd1ho6npKQ

Not the normal post, but just a thought one

I'm sitting here and I'm thinking about him. 

There was once a guy that I liked so much and he used to work in a supermarket. I think he liked me aswell and we kept flirting and looking at each other. I remember like it was yesterday but this happened last year. I decided that i didn't want to keep looking, i wanted to say something. Maybe he's shy, but I'm gonna take a chance what do i have to lose?

So i did. I built enough courage to talk to him. I went back to the place where he worked but he was gone. I never saw him again. I was so devastated. I blamed myself for not doing something sooner, i mean maybe if i said something. Why did i have to be so shy? One of the things i dislike about myself is that i can be shy, but when i start talking i'll open up. I'm quite a reserved person and keep myself to myself.

I thought i saw him again on a bus, the guy looked at me and my heart raced but i don't think it was him as he looked away.

I feel like i missed an opportunity, an opportunity to be with someone who might be lost just like me, but our souls just happen to meet and then we fit like pieces of a puzzle. I don't know if i make sense but hopefully you get the picture..

I don't know if i'll ever see him again. Probably it wasn't meant to be. But from that day i made sure to always try to seize every opportunity that i could get. I don't want to miss out on anything. For me i feel that i can't lose. What do i have to lose?

For that i feel the answer could be both nothing and everything.

Santana xox

Sales and more Sales!

Hey guys, it's been a while since i made a post!
I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and strive to have a better New Year :)

Anywho i'm kinda abit upset because i missed out of most of the sales this boxing day. But then i did get a few bits and peices online. I did however go out to my favourite stores H&M, Topshop etc.. But they were so packed and i hate it when there are massive sales like this.

1) My eyes can't take it lol. There's so many clothes to look at!
2) Its sooo disorganized.! I went into a store and half of the clothes were on the floor.
3) Because i'm too late i can never find my size! I'm a size 8 or 10 depends on the store in tops and i'm a size 12 in Jeans. Next time i think i'm going to try to get out early or wake up an hour early for the online sale instead!

I bought a few things only 4 from ASOS.
And i also bought a pair of shoes from ALDO for my mum. I only ordered it today so it should come soon.  I was quite surprised that there was free delivery for orders over £30 so that made me happy.

My mum really didn't want me to buy her these shoes. They're a pair of black high heel ankle boots and oh my i would love to wear them for myself. They were £110 but i got it on sale for £52 and a couple of pence. I really really had to convince her that the price doesn't matter but its the quality. I just really want to give her something nice. This year hasnt't been the best for us but we're getting through it. Thank God.

Anyway for anyone who does actually read this lol. Check out my youtube channel as i'm going to be posting an OOTD tomorrow (Outfit of the day). I really do love fashion but i've been abit lazy to film so hopefully tomorrow will be a good one!


Okay so i didn't get to do an OOTD as i can't find my rechargeable batteries so no filming :( Once i find it then hopefully i can film. Still have a look at my channel :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_eTU8Qfels&list=PLEE58C0DC191CC096&index=1&feature=plpp_video


Talk to you guys hopefully soon
Lots of Love

Santana xoxox

This week OMG!!

Hey you guys, so once again this will be a short post.

I know alot of stuff has been going down this week. People getting arrested for verbal racial abuse, Strikes and all sorts of crazyness. I'm not gonna mention my views on the topic as so many people have done it already, mainly for views on youtube and for people to subscribe which is kinda sad if you ask me. But maybe they just want to view there points? you guys already know what i'm talking about...

So Anyway i got a tripod yesterday and i kinda got lost when i was buying it because i thought i went on the wrong bus but it was cool :D

I can now finally take some better videos on stuff that i care about and want to view my opinion on.
I'm thinking about doing a rant or something or a "things i dislike video on youtube"
Or maybe an advice thing, i'm not a fashion person and i don't wear makeup soooo... Those 2 ideas are pointless!
I dunno what do you think?

Lastly i finally got a reply back from Big brother 2012 and they told me to send in a video as to why i should go on the show. I feel like kinda nervous, as i don't know what to say. Be myself really. If i do get through would i really be picked? Would i be exposed. All these things. I don't wanna go on there to win money as money isn't an issue for me. I'm not sure i'll have to sleep on it.

Oh i know i said lastly in the paragraph above but i got one LAST thing to add.

YOLO: Oh my days this saying is being said everywhere i go. I mean come on? everyone knows "you only live once" so why now is everyone saying it. If your one of these people then stop the foolishness. But seriously Drake says one simple word and the whole of the nation or most of it uses it.
I've heard this in the past day or so:
"i'll see you tomorrow YOLO"
"Oh my gosh that top is so YOLO"
"I love you too YOLO"
Some of those don't even make sense. I've never used this "YOLO" word before and i doubt i will, it's stupid and it's common sense. You only live once anyway. Duhhh.

Later
Santana xox